Dilemma

I'm not very good at making decisions, and yet they are many things for me to decide on.

I don't want to do it. There's no other choice, yet I'm still reluctant. I'm not going to spend my holiday doing stupid things like this.

I'll work on other ways to fix it.

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I'm not doing the right thing. I'm going to repeat my mistake again.

Things are changing a lot.