omg, i'd been so exhausted.
i volunteer myself to do the literasi thingy for the whole class, and bcoz of sum students give me the informations after i photostated, so i shall copy the same info for 35 times.
it's like i'd been punish to do lines.
nvm, wish myself luck. 燃烧自己，照亮别人。

u see this pile of homework, i'll never get a chance to finish everything, especially the geography.

so dun expect me to blog so much k?>.<

got myself the cube from jian yik, and I ACTUALLY DID THE FIRST STAGE WITHOUT FORMULAE!!!! *CLAPS*

and thnx to vivien lim and audrey for wishing me happy birthday too.

i dun understand why vivian keep on saying i'll get the wish from *her*. *She* probably edi forgotten. but nvm, i dun really care actually. however, i noe sumwhere deep in my heart is hurting, feeling disappointed and sad. there will be no more chances. let it down.

i had a very great birthday this year, guys, a better then last year one, at least.

thnx for all the wishes again. and not to forget those presents.

love you all. =) ~dun feel gross, just as a friend~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO -- MYSELF!! 25 April

from yesterday night til this morning, my handphone is keep on ringing to show that smses had arrived.
early in the morning (not really early, about 10 sth), i woke up and on my handphone.
i saw many ppl's sms. i would like to thank you guys for wishing me happy birthday.. ^^

first of all, the sms is from ginny. she wished me advance birthday yesterday night, something around 2320 yesterday.

den, thnx to asna. she purposely waited until the time passes twelve midnight, and send a sms to me and said many sweet things. tq very much.

after that, the sms is from lai joe yee. late night. around 0145 midnight. thnx to u too for remembering my bday.

den today morning around 8 (i was still sleeping zzz). a great surprise. manju wished me happy burfday nerdy!! lol

next is natalie. a great friend. now and alwez. anyway, thnx for remembering my bday too.

another one is from maxis. the maxis is wishing me happy bday?
LOL. erm.. it's actually cheng yun (papaya colour). he called me at 0956.
im still sleeping. and he called again to wish me.
im so sorry for ur keypads, who asked u to sms so much? anyway, tq very much!!!!
and of cuz it's not belated..
u called at around 10.25 but i actually was borned at around 10.35am. so it's still advance - for 10 minutes? nolar.. just joking
it's already very nice of you to wish me happy birthday, not to worry advance or belated =)

thnx sim aka Mr durian (durian colour).. for wishing watermelon happy burfday.
ps: i tot u are Mr orange?? so many names ar u.. ^^

around 5, Chi Yen, aka vanessa send me a birthday msg too.
ahh.. my best friend, miss u so much. in three language summore.
thnx wor, ur chinese got improve.

then later, sara. thnx also. i appreciate it very much.

birthdays

erm.. i supposed to post this out on friday but cuz of the connection probe, i post it today.

today (24th april) went to Jusco with vivian and treat myself with a mcvalue lunch.

we met another vivian -- vivian tuang there. and we walked together..

it was so fun, because we keep on bullying each other.

and guys, thnx for the presents.

thnx to ao zhu, the 1st person who give me present for my bday.i'll make use of that thing. =)

thnx a lot to yuvee too, the next person who gave me a great surprise by putting the present under my desk.

i like dat way. LOL i love your 'explosive stuffs', really, it's so cute.

ps: my hair was burnt a bit when i try to open it at school. *LAUGH ALTHOUGH NOT FUNNY*

also thnx to vivian, she was the 1st one actually. but she scared the present will break, so she gave me after school instead.i received all ur loves that were stored in your present.

wish myself a happy advance birthday. =) xD

有钱人要担心钱太多，没的却担心没钱用。

有工作的要担心工作效率不好，没的却担心没饭吃。

有样貌的要担心太多追求者，没的却担心没终身伴侣。

有智慧的要担心太多工作选择，没的却担心没机会找工作。

有情人的要担心感情能不能永久，没得却会害怕孤单过一世。

有朋友的要担心对方是否认真对待自己，没得却担心孤独的感觉。

每个人都有自己的要担心的事。

烦恼是自己找来的。学习自足，就让自己没有烦恼。

感谢上天所安排给自己的路，从不埋怨任何事情。

Happy Birthday Jaarvis!!
hahaaa.. happy 17th birthday 'head boy' (24 April).. .. ..

today i sort of go wish the ketua pengawas..

when vivian and me decided to go back to class instead of seeing the dunno-wat-trip that come from somewhere to our school during the recess, i saw him near the stairs there.

something very funny happened. he's sooo perasan.
" happy birthday!! "

" oh.. thank you.. "

" you dont want to know how i know today is ur bday meh? "

" so, how do you know? "

" there.. in ur class there.. .. .. "

but vivian menyampuk and said " cuz 2mrw is her bday. "

" oh! then you must be very proud lar!! birthday after the HEAD BOY.. "

" eleh.. NOT proud AT ALL!!! "

Stupid skin..

arr.. i acidentally deleted the skin..
so i go find a new skin, hope its nice.
i'll wait for yuvee's help to do the chat box thingy.

东西不见了，可以去买一个新的。
钱花完了， 可以努力去赚回来。
可是如果感情没了，要到哪儿去找呢？

我累了

我会

努力的

勇敢的

忘掉所有

我们

就好像

陌生人

一样

见面

都不说话

也不微笑

只是

默默的

看着对方

可是偏偏

却有很多

共同点

im just trying to write more in chinese.

hmm..

Hmm..

everytime when almost reach that day,
the clock is like being bewitched by someone to work at double speed.
i hate it so much.

the ppl are being funny, keep on asking us to donate for gaza.
so sad, my hand is full with school bags which cause i cant reach my purse.
slept at 1.30, thnx to the seni homework.. .. ..

erm.. played badminton madly wid yuvee ( we purposely palau kalpana )..
and.. tuition is soooo boring.
and slept at 1 .. thnx to geo's teacher now.. ..

wow~ she's totally changed.
rumours say that she'd been called to pn siti hanah.
she didnt even punish us for not finishing the notes.
kadet polis really .. .. nothing to say lar.
do wat orientation.. already april.. besides, next week i'll be going french.
i dun mind watever punishment u wanna give them.
and.. someone was happy cuz someone was 'speeching' on the stage.. muahaha
im sorry to sum1 -- az -- cuz did sth u dint even did wid no.2 b4. muahahaaaa..

noe wat, i think i'll be going jusco 2mrw. treat myself with something nice, perhaps.
i'd been happy 2 noe that today we are doing treasure hunt.
i'd used almost rm2 to call every1 to get the bloody sports shirt.
i'd been wasting alot of time and money.
i'd been worrying that i made every1 busy for me.
and, you tell me, it's cancelled. thnx, ×i love you so much.× ~ no offence~

i regretted it so much, i didnt think that you guys will take it so seriously.
you really go tell. haiz. i was just joking. i dun wan to go to skul 2mrw.
really, it's too obvious to do that. i .. .. 无话可说了。。 im feeling so bad now.
i prefer nth had happen.

weekends

Weekends
well, i sort of made this blog as a place to complain. so dun get bored, okay? lol

Saturday.. hmm.. wat i did.. oh yea..
in the morning i went to the bm tuition like usual.. *haiz*
then later.. i do my homework.. the seni 1.. so sad and boring..
and go tuition like normal. no need me to say.
i got so frustrated when they say they are bringing me to a place named 'port dickson' -- not the real 1 -- to eat the hokkien mee.
i wanna watch 'james bond - the world is not enough' at home.
then of cuz i went.. i very guai 1.. haiz.. im so sad lor..
but then during the time i wait for the waiter to serve the food,
i made this thing out of boringness.

see properly, it is made from toothpick.

is it nice? LOL

it's sort of..

suits with my matress~~ haha

actually we need patience and quite a long time to do it.

you doesnt need to hold the toothpick to make sure it stay the shape,

just make them bertindih.

ps: it's really hard to make them without breaking the toothpick,

as it is so soft.

a simple day?

A 'simple' day?

We had such a long assembly.

It is because they are making a farewell party for Puan Ida, our ex Sivik teacher.

It's quite sad for her to leave, and she's just so nice.

The atmosphere was tense when the principal talk about the incident that happened during the sports day. I wouldnt want to mention it here. But he's just so brave. *claps*

All the humans get the 'muruku', 'ladoos' and 'polka' or wat (sorry that i forgot the last 1) .. and i bought the 7up in the canteen for two ringgit. When i try to open it, it sort of bursted. The canteen person had kept it horizontally, so when we put it straight back, the bottle is sort of shaked and so it bursted.

I'd been sooo sleepy that i almost fell asleep in Moral class. ( i slept 2 oclock last nite, and woke up at 6 -- my 1st experience to sleep so little not counting the hours i slept during holidays ) and i do the exercise teacher gave sleepily~~

Vivian and Ao Zhu asked me to go with them to the PBC camp during the holidays at Pahang or something. I felt like going, but am scared cuz i was like the only ‘非会员’ there. But if i dun go, i felt sorry for vivian, cuz ao zhu cant go after she asked her parents.

Disadvantages.

- worry about living in the jungle after the standard 5 experience.

- its just so expensive. rm 100 something.

- scared about .. .. .. ..

- dun wanna ruin my holidays at home after exams.

Advantages.

- can meet vivian and be together wid her for a long time.

- can .. .. .. ..

- can feel the atmosphere of being together wid many chinese,

i'd never been together wid many chinese cuz i used to be a Sk student.

- can learn many things.

So the conclusion is, the decision depends on my mood lar.

Watched the wat "Austin Powers in Goldmember"

regretted it so much cuz its boring and 'salty wet' - translate salty wet into cantonese.

Do my hw til 1.30 and slept at 2. Goodbye.

Really tiring day

The Most Tired Day I'd Ever Felt At SAB

erm.. how to start.. i already so exhausted now.
at 1st, im so worried that the camera will be rampas.. damn worried.
finally, decided to go and ask the discipline teachers.
so funny when yuvee and i go and find them, we were like pushing each other to go in 1st as we are so scared.
finally, i went in 1st, but yuvee speaks to mr muru.
it feel so scarying when mr tan stares at me, when i say 'good morning, teachers'.
then finally, we got the permission. we did the surat rasmi in a short time, i karang while kalpana write. and we asked puan foo's permission. she signed.

i hate when we need to take pictures of the students.
they are all so annoying.
yuvee and i told them million of times that we are doing it for the class project, the presentation.
but they still asked and asked.
some of them even refused to take pictures, some are more cleverer.
they said that they want to see the pics, and take the chance to delete their pic.
why cant they just cooperate?
we already broke our head to do the stupid project, and they are not helping at all.
after a hard day, we finally got everyone's photos, although not really satisfied.
however, i still wanna thank every single students of 2J,
especially Yuvenesh,
for their cooperations in doing this project.

huh?

huh?


Sunday
that day no time to blog at all.
i only get to online at 7.30, which i need to off at 8.
so i just only got the time to do the school work.
okay, back to the sports day.
i really shouted so loud to cheer for bendahara,
but it seems that we lose, lose until very cham.
got the last.
so sad.
most of the swimmers is in syahbandar, then most of the athletes is in temenggung.
and the laksamana is just overall, all kind of athletes they got,
which makes them the winner of the day.
yesterday i also watched '007-tomorrow never dies'.
its actually ok-ok only, not a five-star show to me.


but journey to the center of the earth is extremely nice,
they have the sense of humour,
plus with some of the scary creatures and experience.
however, the story line is just normal, cuz i read the book before.
talk about books, i have no time to read twilight at all.


Monday
we've got the news that cikgu mazuqi will not teach us sejarah anymore.
i felt so sad, and they are letting a new female teacher teaching us history.
frankly saying, most of us agreed that a male history teacher is better.
its hard to explain why we think so.


i also entered one powerpoint competition with yuvee, entitled ' My Class '. we asked kalpana to join us but she just wont. " i have a lot of work havent finish." ; " no la i cant join you all, im just so busy." -- wat she'll alwez say, yuvee and me can memerize all the lines she used to say to reject us. =P


Tuesday
vivian absent for skul today.
i felt so lonely. =)
went to swimming like usual.
i dunno why nowadays i talk to the coach so much.
he told us that next tuesday there wont be any swimming lesson.
then i said " why, teacher your birthday ar?" --so lame rite me.
he said : " nolar.. my birthday pass already lurh~~ "another thing is,
the coach dare a guy to go to talk to a very fair-skinned girl,
who is doing her training for diving. he bet rm50 for him to do it.
he got up from the pool, and act as though he's going,
then when he almost reach,
he fall back into the pool.
he doesnt dare to, of cuz even if we give him a 1 million.
if i was him, i wouldnt dare to. im scared of her coach who look so strict.


the new history teacher really come in our class.
she's teaching us sivik and history.
puan ida is leaving us too. so sad. why is everyone leaving?


yes, it all depends to the method of teacher's teaching to make us interested in lessons. and that's why we love sejarah, maths and kh so much.



Wednesday
after recess, we all are making noises in the class.
and then suddenly encik mazuqi come in.
he said he's teaching us history back FOR THE MEANTIME, only.
im really very happy, at least he's teaching us more.


after skul, i was really sad, but later its ok already.
(not bcoz of u all, really - siapa makan ayam,maka terasa dagingnya)
i feel sad actually.
i dint talk much to you all bcoz i feel so sad that i scared that i'll broke into tears if i talk more,
that's why im just nodding and shaking my heads when u ask.
im feeling very disappointed with myself.
i said that i would forget it, but i cant make it.
when i'd decided properly and made up my mind,
something would happen to stop me from forgetting it.
its the second time that i think that im so small, so small that no one can notice me.
or am i transparent?
i urge myself to accept the fact that i'm a good-at-nothing human being if compare to all the 'others'.
she's definitely better than me.
and.. i just cant stop feeling j*a****.
i really really hate myself. i need to
forget
it
a.s.a.p.
tomorrow im bringing camera for that project stuff.

busy busy

watched iron man~ not as nice as i thought.
clement asked us wat movie we girls like since only a few watched iron man n all is form 2 except for a form 5 prefect.
i just remembered i loved death note, after he went away.
im doing a really stupid thing, trying to keep the stamp they copped on me til monday, so that i could watch free get smart, but i only managed to do til saturday afternoon.
hope they are doing sab box office next year too.
it worth much more then buying a dvd or going to cinema.

sports day is very nice.. will edit asap.. really very busy
i cheered so loudly for bendahara that i almost lose my voice.
tomorrow try to watch get smart if no hw
no staying back, done the presentation and sent to yuvee.

Lucky week~

I wanna .. .. ..

sunday, i wanna watch:

Journey to the Centre of The Earth

Bedtime Stories

家有喜事

Batman : The Dark Knight

12 Rounds - John Cena

Inkheart

Race to Witch Mountain

Dragonball Evolution

Yes Man

The Day The Earth Stood Still

Space Chimps

Slumdog Millionaire

Pink Panther 2

10 April - Iron Man ( if i can get those tickets!)

007 - Tomorrow Never Dies (11 April)

tuesday, i wanna

forget it

forever and ever

tell about something happened in swimming :

the coach turned on the shower tab

for a very long time

and we girls complain

that he's wasting

and not environmental friendly

and he laughed and joked, :

" why? you all worrying for your children later? "

some of them laughed.

and something hit my head and i said :

" nolar, im worrying for my GRANDCHILDREN. "

and most of them laughed.

is that funny? hope im not rude.

wednesday, i wanna

ask a question to everyone :

if you are to choose

between someone you like

and someone who like you

which would you choose?

( answers in chat box)

try the best to forget it,

but failed

changed place to sumwhere in the middle

and i got it

beside yuvee now

very happy =)

get my exam slip

from dis year on, even the penilaians, they'll give us slip

damn worry b4 get

n teacher gave during science

guess wat i got?

1st in class

and 3rd in form

LOL

yuvee and me

went to the ice-blended place opposite taman maluri skul

bought chocolate flavour

one advice,

next time when u buy ice-blended from them,

make sure u buy two

because

we'd drank finish half of the cup

before we reach our skul

it's quite far

we actually plan to drink it during

french class

thursday, i wanna

watch ironman tomorrow

and watch get smart on monday (most probably cant)

nothing special

most of the teacher's not in the class

have fun chatting~

kalpana vomit.. =.=

better luck in exam next time, vivian!

now, i wanna

go keep my bag

and

go do homework

and

go send shiern that brochur stuff

and

go and watch WWE, later

so, bye

probably back on sunday

Blogging on the whole week's event..

MONDAY
assembly like usual~ n i compete in the sudoku stuffs
haizz.. lose til very malu liao.. dun say anymore..
i think i was too chuan.. wan do finish fast fast..
finally do wrong dy.. dunno wat to do..
den tcher's not giving me a spare paper to redo..
n i dint noe that tcher will be giving additional times..
haiz..
better luck next time~!

TUESDAY

ponteng swimming.. muahahahaha..

anyway.. yuvee already in swimming club

hope to see her in the swimming gala.. lol

gambate yuvee!! must learn betul betul ya!!

*not like somebody..

*say swimming is a dangerous sport

wan to die izzit??

no insult insult swimming!!

WEDNESDAY

went to french class like usual..

lepak at petronas 1st..

then teacher spent almost a whole hour saying

that WE SHOULD NEVER PONTENG FRENCH.

THURSDAY

suppose to have treasure hunt today..

but they cancel the koko cuz sports day's coming

okay.. just another normal day passed..

FRIDAY

哇咔咔。。今天特别开心的。。

有人吵架了～～～～～

有人给人骂～～～～～

有人没朋友了～～～～

有人给朋友抛弃了～～

有人。。哭了～～～～

我好高兴哦！！！

×我知道我很坏×

哈哈

天下大事！！

新上任的首相。。咳。。

好不舍得badawi o~~

SATURDAY

wow~~ today merentas desa o..

its quite fun actually..

and it's not that far.. not as i imagine

i run with vivian at 1st.. but i palau her..

then run wid ao zhu..

she cut me..

so fast..

finally we cut jian yik..

he so slow..

girls also faster then him.. muahaha..

1st is syahbandar n 2nd is temenggung..

where's bendahara?? not even a person got no.1 from bendahara..

thnx to all those swimmers that is in temenggung n syahbandar..

even the athletes..

haiz.. fate~~

after the run, i bought a coke.. n almost vomit..

cuz it's not suitable to drink after running..

and i ate a sweet.. i brought a whole long sweet to skul..

i belanja so many ppl eat the sweets til finish~~

but i dint belanja 'him' o..

although vivian asked me to..

LOL