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Sunday
that day no time to blog at all.
i only get to online at 7.30, which i need to off at 8.
so i just only got the time to do the school work.
okay, back to the sports day.
i really shouted so loud to cheer for bendahara,
but it seems that we lose, lose until very cham.
got the last.
so sad.
most of the swimmers is in syahbandar, then most of the athletes is in temenggung.
and the laksamana is just overall, all kind of athletes they got,
which makes them the winner of the day.
yesterday i also watched '007-tomorrow never dies'.
its actually ok-ok only, not a five-star show to me.


but journey to the center of the earth is extremely nice,
they have the sense of humour,
plus with some of the scary creatures and experience.
however, the story line is just normal, cuz i read the book before.
talk about books, i have no time to read twilight at all.


Monday
we've got the news that cikgu mazuqi will not teach us sejarah anymore.
i felt so sad, and they are letting a new female teacher teaching us history.
frankly saying, most of us agreed that a male history teacher is better.
its hard to explain why we think so.


i also entered one powerpoint competition with yuvee, entitled ' My Class '. we asked kalpana to join us but she just wont. " i have a lot of work havent finish." ; " no la i cant join you all, im just so busy." -- wat she'll alwez say, yuvee and me can memerize all the lines she used to say to reject us. =P


Tuesday
vivian absent for skul today.
i felt so lonely. =)
went to swimming like usual.
i dunno why nowadays i talk to the coach so much.
he told us that next tuesday there wont be any swimming lesson.
then i said " why, teacher your birthday ar?" --so lame rite me.
he said : " nolar.. my birthday pass already lurh~~ "another thing is,
the coach dare a guy to go to talk to a very fair-skinned girl,
who is doing her training for diving. he bet rm50 for him to do it.
he got up from the pool, and act as though he's going,
then when he almost reach,
he fall back into the pool.
he doesnt dare to, of cuz even if we give him a 1 million.
if i was him, i wouldnt dare to. im scared of her coach who look so strict.


the new history teacher really come in our class.
she's teaching us sivik and history.
puan ida is leaving us too. so sad. why is everyone leaving?


yes, it all depends to the method of teacher's teaching to make us interested in lessons. and that's why we love sejarah, maths and kh so much.



Wednesday
after recess, we all are making noises in the class.
and then suddenly encik mazuqi come in.
he said he's teaching us history back FOR THE MEANTIME, only.
im really very happy, at least he's teaching us more.


after skul, i was really sad, but later its ok already.
(not bcoz of u all, really - siapa makan ayam,maka terasa dagingnya)
i feel sad actually.
i dint talk much to you all bcoz i feel so sad that i scared that i'll broke into tears if i talk more,
that's why im just nodding and shaking my heads when u ask.
im feeling very disappointed with myself.
i said that i would forget it, but i cant make it.
when i'd decided properly and made up my mind,
something would happen to stop me from forgetting it.
its the second time that i think that im so small, so small that no one can notice me.
or am i transparent?
i urge myself to accept the fact that i'm a good-at-nothing human being if compare to all the 'others'.
she's definitely better than me.
and.. i just cant stop feeling j*a****.
i really really hate myself. i need to
forget
it
a.s.a.p.
tomorrow im bringing camera for that project stuff.