Turns Out to be No's

I don't think the class party will be held. They doesn't take it seriously. Said that they wanna discuss bout it today but they didn't. Changing the venue for so many times. Not checking things properly. I brought the cutleries for the party already but they are canceling it as if the cutleries cost nothing. But it's not my problem now, as I had decided not to go (haiz). Wasting so much of time worrying and wasting my money only.

Tomorrow must jaga assembly ground again. Then Saturday got school. Like what only. Say only holiday four days for deepavali but now must replace. They all can simply take friday as a holiday without replacing. No !!!

A big big No. I'm not going to french classes anymore. Please. I'm tired of it. But I just dunno how to tell the teacher about it. And there'll be a year end test for it. I'm just so confused. I scare she'll be not happy to know that those loyal students of hers are telling her that they're quitting french. I just can't bear the look on people's face when I reject them or telling no. I really need to learn how to reject people.

No one is going to online. They are all studying for the examinations. I wonder why am I staring blankly at this computer screen and doing nothing. They are so many piles of things for me to do but I can simply sit here relaxing. Why am I even doing this. I'm not me anymore. I need to change back to myself. Before I failed myself every subject.
No television programs until 11pm. Watching tv till 1am today. That's not me too. I never sleep after 12 during school days.

And now I finally realize I am an idiotic stupid noob.