Life and Death

A huge crowd of people were standing in front of the door.
They're all waiting for the news.

And here comes it,
the thing they dreaded,
the one they doesn't want to hear.

A man wearing a white lab-shirt came out from behind the door.
And told them what had happen.

Tears began to drip down from the face of the first one listened to him.
And soon, the news began to spread to the others.
Only two cried.

They hugged each other roughly,
Some soothing words came out from the others that didn't cry.
Some children just remained silence, maybe they didn't understand.
Some adults just stood there, each of them wore a shocking look on their face.
They sobbed all the way down to the other room.

Their voices and cries keep on ringing in my ears.
I walked away without any further glance at that crowd.
I wonder what would happen to the others.
I just can't forget it.
R.I.P.

French

Oh no. I just remember that the french oral test is just a few days away if I'm not wrong. The babe said that the exam will be on somewhere the early of September.. Argh.. Hope I wont die.

霹雳MIT 2009 档案

刚刚把戏看完囖。

真正的游戏大魔头就像在我预料之中的陆克英。

样子单纯的他，说起话来又一脸斯文的样子，是令我感到一些惊喜。

因为我曾经怀疑过校长。

我是有怀疑过他，可是自己心中一直在否认他的罪名，

因为他长得那么斯文又可爱，怎么可能是游戏大魔头呢？？

开玩笑的啦。。



我很好奇，如果他是游戏大魔头，为何他要将自己的性命也当游戏玩呢？

对呀，我想说的就是黑鬼曾少宗扮演的那一集。

为何他要让他的幼儿同学得到游戏光碟，报复自己呢？

或许我赶时间，没把戏看清楚吧。。一定是看漏了那里。。



咳，最后男主角还是得跟女主角在一起。真令人羡慕死了。



结局也是在我想象中了，他们会有新任务。

可是我没想到竟然会有人还在说：“你以为游戏结束了吗？不，游戏才刚刚开始啊。”

还加上一个大大个“GAME OVER”的标志。

真是气死人啦。。好想有霹雳MIT2。。

难道游戏的最终目标就是我们（观众），要让我们舍不得把戏看完吗？？

好，那我不会认输的。

1. 炎亚纶（飞轮海）

• ID：007

• 「詹士德」

• 一開始不喜歡天魔星，卻又對她有莫名的在意，後來慢慢喜歡上她，與天魔星和747是三角戀關係，最後和天魔星成了男女朋友。
• 獅子男。是某名高校的天才資優生，但為了考上警察大學，壓力太大，而得了美尼尔氏症。

2. 陆廷威

• ID：187

• 「錢富豪」

• 暗戀Cherry老師

• 天蠍男。擁有消息靈通的「女友情報網」。平時看似愛把妹的痞子學生，其實內心極度缺乏愛。小時候曾被綁架，內心一直存有陰影。

3. 张善杰

• 陸克英

• 天使老師之子，游戏大魔头

• 雙魚男。天魔星之雙胞胎哥哥，Cherry老師之同父異母的弟弟。表面是柔弱的乖學生，常被欺負。實際缺乏父愛，有品行障礙，亦是整個遊戲的大魔王。事後與父母到美國醫病。

4. 小鬼

• ID：747

• 「黃輝宏」

• 喜歡天魔星，與天魔星和007是三角戀關係

• 射手男。曾被某神算大師算出劫數難逃，活不過20歲。眼看大師所預言的事一件件實驗，747開始相信自己的大劫即將來臨，決定利用所剩不多時間，好好幹一 番轟轟烈烈大事。所以當Cherry老師挑上他為霹靂MIT一員時，747認定這一定是上天給他當英雄的最後機會。有過人的聽力。

5. 鬼鬼

• ID：天魔星

• 「李曉星」

• 崇拜式愛慕007，被747明戀，與007和747是三角戀關係，最後和007成了男女朋友

6. 范玮琪

• Cherry老師

• 「陶美人」

• 被187暗戀

• 輔導室老師，領軍霹靂MIT的隊長。與校長意見超不合的女兒。陸克英、天魔星之同父異母的姐姐。陸克英與父母到美國醫病後成為代理校長。

讨论案件的过程

拍大头贴？？？

海报

原本在戏里主演的杨市萱所饰演角色改由陆廷威扮演

单纯的陆克英
天使老师的儿子，李晓星的双胞胎哥哥

英俊潇洒的钱富豪
代号： 187

冷酷又聪明的詹士德
代号：007


谁来跟我玩游戏？

5

4

3

2

1

游戏开始囖

小心，我就在你后面

霹雳MIT


首先，为自己拍拍手。。 =D


我已把霹雳MIT差不多看完了。

严重警告喜欢炎亚纶的粉丝：最好不要看!!

因为看了过后会很羡慕鬼鬼。



霹雳MIT可以说有少少让我失望。

因为大概全部案件我的可以猜得出谁是坏蛋。

虽然如此，我还是非常喜欢看哦!!

因为故事内容很有趣，虽然案件有些容易.



有时剧情很恐怖，也有些浪漫，也有侦探故事，最重要的是有炎亚纶。

太好看了!! 等着瞧吧，我看完后一定写一个完整的霹雳MIT2009档案哦!!

Waking Up

I woke up finding myself numb with coldness of the morning breeze although the hot air is slapping hard on my face. I sneezed so many times and I didn't realize that I'm the weirdo when i get into the car and realize that the sun is blazing hot. Maybe yes, I'm gonna be sick.

Sick of my life.

My eyes were so swollen. I went to the bathroom's mirror and saw a pair of puffy-red eyes staring back at myself. Every time i blinked i felt as though someone had just poked some needles to my eyelids.

I wonder why.

Why i had to be the one.

每个人都说，自己的童年时期是最快乐的。

我都不信，还常笑着对他们说 ： “我现在也很快乐，很幸福啊。”



踏入了青少年时期的我，已在中学念中二了。

回想过去我活了14年，到底做过了些什么。

想了好久，却什么都没想到。

这真名了我什么好事也没干过。



返回一些久的相簿，找回了一些回忆。

相片里多数都是我的照片。
我想过：为什么大人都不爱拍照啊？


过后再看下去，总算看到一些大人的照片了。

可是为什么，他们拍照的样子，总令我感到一种很奇怪的感觉。
每个人脸上的确实挂着笑容，可是我感觉到他们的背后都是很伤心，痛苦，沉重，压力。
他们每人的笑后面，都藏着悲哀。看的我真心酸。

我再也说不下去了。

谁说的？

是谁说的

侦探小说里的

侦探

都不能谈恋爱？




难道

他真的只能

一直默默

的在一旁

看着他的她

变成了另外一个人的她呢？

或许我这样写会很乱，可是我实在是看不过眼，也看不下去。





为什么。。

侦探就不是人了吗？


他也会

呼吸

吃喝

玩乐

睡觉




所以他也应该活得像平常人一样




“侦探必须留下用来谈恋爱的时间和心情来做分析和思想每个案件的嫌疑。

我们才没时间陪你们这些小妹妹谈恋爱呢.”




不

这全都是骗人的




他不可以，或许是说不想



谈恋爱



是因为



害怕他的她会受到伤害

害怕杀人魔会找她报复

害怕不够时间陪她

害怕将来会失去她




侦探已经把所有的可能性

都找出来了



因为他的IQ和EQ

都比平常人搞得很。




他会思考的比别人遥远。




当他找到了自己的她，

他将会奋不顾身的

保护她。




他非常了解她

也懂得很多平常人不懂的事情




可是

却有一样东西

他不懂。




就是

她的心。




她既然选择了一名侦探

那她就已经思考过了。

她了解

她将来会很危险

她将来的生活将会很幸苦

她将来随时都可能会失去你。。




请你不要再这样对她了。她以受够了。

Bye-bye AsS--AmM--KaY--Aaah--Minn-Nu-Deen-Baa-Kiiiiii

Officially said byebye to my school for one whole week.

So many people went for a trip outside but we didn't.

Today the tailor come and take our measurement.
Measured everywhere.
Someone just get so over-excited when the tailor will measure guys' pants.
That's because she just had some kopi jantan + hormon kuda + kacip fatimah.
Damnx999 hyper.
Funny when they gossip about V & V. Especially that "take note" part.

Orientation is as bad as ever. Some still left 5 people. Shame on myself, having 26+ people to get somemore. Most of the prefects still won't give us their signature. Some are kind hearted enough to think that we gotta pass it up after hols so they just gimme free. I did something that i never even dreamt I'll ever do.
I asked Crystal to sign. Fortunately and thank god she didn't ask me to do ridiculous things. Muaacckss to you.

Time can be used to mend relationships, but can also be used for vice versa.
I was so stressed nowadays, that i got angry so easily.
I got so disappointed with myself.

Have been missing you so much.

I don't understand why problems like to come and find me.
I never blame you on what happen, I blamed myself.
Why am I such a bad friend? Why am I .. ?
Yes I know. Now everything is and will be different. Totally different.
We used to get on well together. I've been missing you so much.
I really dunno how to mend it.

♥ ~ Fell in Love ~ ♥

so cute


look like adam lambert

so handsome

so hot

Tiring Days

I felt so tired these days. Rushing here and there for orientation, duties, homeworks and projects.

Right. Today the briefing is very weird. Ze head boy just announce the group names, and I am in Group A. Penyelia -- Nichy's brother.. Have no friends at all. At least kalpana has her cousin and casserene right. I was chosen to go to the PA System.. swt.. But then i think i'll be doing the duty with my mentor again tomorrow.. Omg, they did so many orientasi dy.. The upper form prefects just wait.. Today you all finish trial right.. Tomorrow we gonna serang you all.. Make sure now no excuses that you all wont sign for us.. Don't make our work though please. Oh yeah.. The tailor is coming tomorrow to take our measurement for the prefect's uniform.

Finally tomorrow is the final day of schooling.

Tagged by Ao Zhu

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
cheek

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
dun wanna leave my bed (i knew sth bad's happening today n im rite)

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
er.. my bear

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
yes

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
if it doesnt hurt, yes

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
yea, definitely not the school one though.

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
you(the one who created this survey)

8. What does your last text message SAY?
really waiting for you bla bla bla bla bla bla bla

9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
the one that ask me to look for the meaning of entropy which he's asking for orientation (cuz im looking for it now)

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
i miss someone in the hospital

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12 sth

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I got it from one of my friends as old clothes

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
A lot

14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
******y

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz:

1. Yuvee
2. Kalpy
3. Shiern
4. Cassy
5. Joeyee lai
   
6. Natalie
7. a
8. b
9. c
10. whoever that r reading dis rite now
    

Dead - Rest In Peace

25 Apr 1995 - 19 Aug 2009 (14 years 3 months 25 days )

Im dead.
The orientation is driving me crazy.
The duties are making me mad.
The projects are killing me.

The orientation totally sucks. Some prefects are good, they'll just give us free sign. Some'll give us a task to do, i just ignore it if i dun feel like doing it. Erm.. the others are so busy studying. I only got 20/61. How can I pass it up on next next wed?? Some are asking for other prefect's sign, some are their friends, their birthday, a joke.. etc etc. Many ppl did alot dy.. omg

The duties. Those people just wont listen. I've got nothing to say. Cant they just coorperate?

The projects. I really dunno wat to do. I haven even start. I think we should pass it up tomorrow but no one in our class really care about it. We dont know what to do at all.

Dull

I don't understand why. I was just being sad. What in the earth's problem he got with me that I'm not smilling? I believe, if he's in my place and have my problems, he wouldn't even crack a smile. He have got no whatsoever right to treat me like that. It's my wish how I wanna be, whether smile or not. It's TOTALLY none of his business. I'm getting so frustrated with him. He only talk to me properly when he want something from me, or my help. Whenever I was talking to my friends, I was just joking. But he'll take it seriously and scold me for being like that to them. I was not talking to him, why he so perasan and ss. He always take everything seriously. Another guy(B) in the class used to like to joke with him, but guy A always take things so seriously, which broke their friendship. It just doesn't worth it. Why he wanna make enemy with everyone he could？I'm trying to ignore him everytime, but he alwez talk to me when he feels like. He also always bully my friends, but yet they can play and talk with him like normal. I don't understand how the hell they manage that. I used to angry at him last time, but later he kinda treat me better so I tolerate with him. However, he started to provoke me and made me feel annoyed. He also like to say nonsense but he didn't know he's affecting people so much. I really dunno how to describe my loathe towards him. I am really angry at him.

when there's a will, there's a way
to reveal my secrets

Empty Post

Nothing to do..
我有一个很不好的预感
我感觉到学校的朋友
好像都在吵架
perang dingin
虽然我不知道发生了什么
可是我却大概明白
发生了什么事，
是谁先开始
以及谁的错。

希望
他们能够
早些和好
别再吵了
大家都是好朋友

Horrible

Don't leave me alone.
I need you to be with me.
Forever and ever.

I couldn't bear
the days without you.

I really need you.
I was, am and will
Miss and love you forever.

Please don't be the one
who
create the most horrible day
of my life.

We are just separated by an invisible wall.
Although we are in different dimensions,
I will always watch you from far.

I'll catch your eyes from my corner of mine,
whenever you're not looking.
I can't let you know, how I feel.

Whenever you feel happy,
I'll drop tears of happiness
to celebrate with you
at my place without you.

You'll notice colourful rain,
which is full of hope
and it will
energize you
to start a new day.

Whenever you feel sad,
I'll always stand at you side,
to support you
but you'll never see me beside
because I'll only be with you
in your heart.

I'll whisper
inspiring words,
urge you to continue your other day
or make you feel dizzy or sleepy
so that you can
forget everything
and make tomorrow
a better day
for both of us.

So near yet so far.. ..

Scary

Our school is getting scarier now. I dread everyday.
I don't wanna see the sunset of today.
I dun wan to see the sun rise of 2mrw.
I dun wan to see the familiar classroom of mine.
I dun wan to see anymore..

Every word people saying now, are containing much more deeper meaning than the actual one.
Each and every single of them, mostly is backstabbing, teasing etc etc.
Why would 2009 be such a year.
Many things changed.
For Friends
For Opposite Sex
For Her/Himself
For Studies
For Ambitions
For God's Sake
For Ta Mere's Sake (nevermind that meaning)

I never wish for the next day to arrive. I just wanna lie in my bed as long as i want.

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return."

"Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, cause I might do something crazy like believe it."

"It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does."

"Just live and breathe
And try not to die again."

My Kind Of Boy

Lazy to do in facebook, so did it here.
Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 15 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking??
- Not necessary.. but not very ugly (love is blind)

2. Smart?
- Able to understand what im talking about, that's kinda enough for me

3. Preferred age?
- Must be older than me

4. Preferred height?
- erm.. actually must be tall.. but nevermind that now. at least 1cm taller.

5. How about sense of humor?
- that's the most important of all

6. How about piercings?
- if he's the cool kind of person, yes

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Definitely

8. Pink hair?
- Never

9. Mushy or no?
?

10. Thin or fat?
Ngam - ngam.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Brown

12. Long hair or short hair?
Shoulder length is acceptable, with fringe.

13. Plastic or metal?
Plastic which is immortal for 100 years

14. Smells good?
Better not. Later i ate him.

15. Smoker?
I dun like to feel smoky when kiss. (JOKING)

16. Drinker?
For reasons, yes.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Yea.. I dun really like being in the centre of attraction like kalpana

18. Musically inclined?
Yup

19. Plays piano?
Nope, i would rather choose bass.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Yea, bass is cooler.

21. Plays violin?
Nope, look so nerd

22. Sings very good?
nope, it'll be funny to tease him about the way he sings.

23. Vain?
hell no

24. With glasses?
Better.

25. With braces?
Nope, dun end up like kalpana, the way she speak is not clearly at all.

26. Shy type?
Nope, cuz i'll be the one.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Medium, it'll be like devil beside you.

28. Active or passive?
Active.

29. Tight or bomb?
Neither

30. Singer or dancer?
Dancer, i cant bear anyone fighting with me for the microphone.

31. Stunner?
Yup

32. Hiphop?
No-no.

33. Earrings?
It's okay, like i said as long as he's cool.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un

til-you-drop?
Definitely not that kinda popular guy

35. Dimples?
*emphasise*A MUST

36. Bookworm?
A bookbug

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
If his essay got high marks, it's okay.

38. Playful?
Another must.

39. Flirt?
Only to me.

40. Poem writer?
No, he wont talk to me then

41. Serious?
Not my cup of juice

42. Campus crush?
Depends

43. Painter?
Never, i dun wanna have Encik Muhammad Salleh bin Perang, SAB version(form 2 history text book page 69 top right)

44. Religious?
Yes

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Not about offence stuffs, as jokes it's loveable

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Internet needs such as msn, facebook, fs, blog etc must have but not a geek.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
I dun love a robot, or a computer.

48. Loyal or faithful?
Is there any difference? If yes, loyal.

49. Good kisser?
Not too, im not a gud one.

50. Loves children??
ER.. Im not thinking that far.

*yawn* goodnight.

- FANTASTIC DAYS ARE COMING -

The exam just finish today(exclamation mark key spoiled,replace with full stop instead). Well, that is to say, almost finish because tomorrow i still have a french paper, and this is the first time ever in my life that im not studying, not touching the book at all because i got fed up with the stupid delf a1 and dunno what to study now. Let's not talk about the exam now, since that it's over.. ( I dunno why am i still thinking about how I'm gonna answer the questions tommorow, erm but not to worry first.)

I used to think that blogging is a very suitable place for you to say something that's in your heart, but now i start to feel like this way is not effective at all. So many things had happen, and i dunno what or i wanna say about it. No one i think is suitable of hearing all my woes. My blog is public and people *hint*, someone in my family to be exact, love to see my blog. I realize that i love the highway i use to go home with now. [ only one person know why ]

Totally and currently addicted to :

Mad World - Adam Lambert
No Boundaries - Kris Allen
Be With You - Wilber ft Akon
Right Now - Akon
A Little too Not Over You - David
Crush - David

Exams Over, and I want to watch, but i know i cant :
(lazy to update at movies to catch)

Land Of The Lost
G. I. Joe - The Rise of The Cobra
Hannah Montana
Harry Potter
Race to Witch Mountain
Transformers 2

I have nothing to say right now, na na. NOTHING AT ALL.

I kinda felt lonely nowadays. I dunno why i kept thinking that people dun like me. Never mind bout that now.
And i finally understand why all the people dun like that person now. So irritating.

BUSY

I'm really really busy, so busy that i dunno how to describe. Im feeling so guilty cuz im not suppose to online nowadays, not to mention blogging. Im gonna fail myself in everything.

Today the prefect 'short' briefing.. Really, dunno wat to say bout it. They say short, and it ain't short at all. Suddenly i regret everything. Very confuse now. It's like so many things to remember, and i cant see how the prefects have ever did like dat d previous year. Nevermind.. tomorrow onwards i shall just wake up early.. OMG.. can't believe it. And i skip sabels fees for it, my favourite domino pizzas. Thx 2 MienJeu cuz she keep a bottle of 100+ for me at least.. Better than dun have =)

Erm.. i think i better say sth bout the swimming gala.. Sorry guys, i dint take any pictures, especially of the one u all very keen to have, bcuz the fon is kept in my bag and i was downstairs competing.. hmm.. i sort of enter 3.. at first i put 4 but the teacher cut my name.. Dunno bout the medals yet.. They haven give.. They say they are giving 2mrw but i think they changed the plan, never mind.

Breast Stroke
Free
Medley

And my goals are achieved.


Now the tv is showing Chris Jericho and Rey Mysterio wrestling, but i have no interest in watching anymore. I need to print for the prefect badge, and next week i'll have exam so i dun think i'll be able to blog anymore. 2mrw, the nightmare starts.
NITE =)

17 Again

Freaky Friday

Fantastic Movies

I've just found out that this two movies are so fantastic. Both movies are about switching characters and then they learn many lessons from the switching, and it's hilariously funny too. Jake and Mike are so hot. Meanwhile, Anna and Maggie are so pretty. I think i just fell in love with high school movies. =)